TheStormBeforeTheCalm

maybe its not so bad

(side note: i just noticed this blog has 69 posts, so i kinda dont wanna do this haha)

i need to chill on facebook, im not sure if people like how i incessantly clog their stream with the random nonsens known as my life.
^
im saying that like i actually care haha
id probably use this blog more often if it didnt require signing in.

now onto my point…

I. HATE. RAIN. point blank period.
im well aware of its health benefits and how nessesary it is (word to my straight A’s in science) but that doesnt make me enjoy this nonsense any more. the chills, my tendency to become lazy as hell (ive been outside probably less than 2 minutes since sunday, and it was because i HAD to), and the hazards it brings (i know 3 people that’ve gotten in accidents in just as many days) make me absolutely deplore this weather.

*me and my girl both getting sick doesnt improve its case either*

with all that being said, ive found a few things that make it bearable:
1. jeanette corona - well more of a “her” than a “thing” yes, but i recently met a girl who is making me actually want to be in a comitted relationship after being “officially” single for four years
2. food - although im destroying my heart, this maccaroni & cheese, fried fish, and peach cobler has left me quite happy, albiet lethargic as hell haha
3. the internet - since i refuse to go outside except in case of emergency ive been living vicariously through my computer since sunday. social networking sites can actually be a good thing, (if you actually meet these people in person). combine that with the abundance of free music you can find (fashawn’s album “boy meets world” is INCREDIBLE by the way) and ability to watch tv essentially without having a tv, and my netbook has become one of my best friends.
3.5 friends - thats not 4 cuz i havent seen friends face to face since saturday lol
ive recently realized that i shouldve been talking to way different people in high school, all the people i thought had my back then are NOWHERE to be found, but now ive got people by my side that i didnt start talking to until after i graduated. *word to the pack of wolves i run around with and my brother, who sporadicly popped up at my house a few months ago leading to us being TIGHT ever since*

why i LOVE being open minded

asian women FTW!
^ok that had NOTHING to do with why im posting this but thats also a reason i love my ability to see beauty in almost everything haha

back to my point…

decided to give this new rapper’s tape a shot. LAWDAMERCY im glad i did, this GOES. i rarely say this but this sounds *pause for suspense* perfect; he can rap, the beats are energetic yet smooth, and hes got stuff you can sing along to but still has substance. no im not saying he’s the best rapper ever, but this tape (at least as far as ive gotten into it) was really well put together. if a physical drops i’ll suport this project, its definitely worth the purchase, and he’s only seeling it for a dollar, eff a recession, i know youve got a spare buck, especially for some dope music

http://thehomeskool.bandcamp.com/

eff a new years resolution, i want this YEAR to be resolved…

being real, 2010 was a horrible year for my life overall ive been stressed out, i got way out of shape, and ive spent waaaaaaaaay too much time in a foul mood. starting this new years all of that is gunna change, just watch, im getting my life back together. #end20ten

i digress

that last post was initially gunna be some lyrics
(derrell has to read SOMETIME *shots fired* haha jk)
but it turned to a rant

heres what it was supposed to be…

I’m the best, yes, even when I’m bein’ cynical
I’ll use a funeral to make a skit for my new interlude
my albums be in the thousands from a scale of one to ten
wanna test me? No questions on who the best be yes me
what I do’s done freshly
I’m quick to put in work during crunch time – nestle
never wrong muphukas can’t correct me
cuz every time I take a shot it’s snipe-like – Wesley
let’s take it back a bit
I need to go ‘head and explain all this rappin’ s#it, mine’s immaculate
I had to say that I was snipe-like yikes right?
Because I never miss on any target when attackin’ it
I’m accurate, punch lines sting a cactus prick
that’s a double entendre, scarred lion (lyin’) hatin’ Mufasa
im the king of the beasts and the beats
my C&D’s will make you stop like cease and duh seest (desist)

eff your opinion, that was dope ahah

i may not be right ALL the time…

but most of my peers make me feel a lot smarter than i really am.
i seriously dont think im incredibly book smart, i just think most people are stupid
(except you who’s reading this, YOU are awesome) haha

rather than keep this going and get all cynical like im gunna switch topics
my blog, i do whatever the fawK i feel like
(yes, i intentionally only capitolize the K in fawK)

every day im reaffirmed that nobody knows me, and im not sure whos fault it is.

i dont lie often (well unless youre my parents, but that story is for another time)
but it seems like everyone has this ass backwards perceptioon of me.

ive seen people get shocked cuz theyve seen me
-use a word bigger than 6 letter
(fuck all of you who did that, im nowhere close to dumb, bitches…)
-wear a tie (screw me for not liking the same ish as EVERYONE else)
-talk about my view of women (step your sarcasm game up geniuses)
-talk about damn near anything that requires thought
(do i initially come off as dumb or something? haha)
-drink (suprise, im no four sider) *that means “square” for you unimaginative types
-dance (nerd yes, lame NEVER)
-talk to/bag a girl ( -__- one day ill stop getting underestimated, watch)
-rap (ok some people are schocked, some raciast people assume i do it)
-do work in school (word to my straight A average) [get the fuck like me haha]
>my lyrics wouldnt sound smart if i was stupid,  use your heads folks

i guess i leave a different first impression with everyone…

just know im pretty well rounded for being a square haha